There is always a time in your life when you need to say to yourself, “Hey this is not right, I need to speak up.” After my 13th birthday was one of the first times that thought popped up in my head that I can remember. Every morning during the week I would take a 45 minute school bus ride to my middle school. Usually this time was spent hustling to do last minute homework that I swore to my parents I had done the night before. On rare occasions I have my homework done and I can take a very welcoming nap. The day I had my unusual thought was the day I had my homework done. That day and like all others, I sat by my very animated best friend Tina. Tina was very outgoing, well liked popular, and bouncy. As soon as I got settled into my seat to take a nap she practically shouted out, “Let me cheat off of you your homework.” Well, that’s what she should have said, but instead she asked if she could compare assignments. So I gave her my homework and went to sleep.
When we arrived at school I received a nudge from her and she thanked me for helping her out, we scurried off to our classes. Mrs. Schuler was our sweet little teacher. When our class schedules came out the previous year I was so happy that she was listed as my teacher. Our first subject of the day was English. Mrs. Schuler asked Tina to go around the class to collect our lengthy assignment that was made up of questions and a short essay that was handed out to us that previous Monday. Tina being Tina was the teacher’s pet.
After the assignments were collected I remember Mrs. Schuler telling the class that each one of us was going to read our short essay. Of course Tina was the first one to be selected, she skipped up to the front of the with her bouncy hair and gave me a huge grin. She started to read her essay. Have you ever had your mind so focus on something that one thought goes through your head, mine was, oh crap! My best friend had stolen my essay. I was starting to get really nervous, first thing that happens to me is when I get nervous are my palms getting sweaty.
Before my name was half the class had already gone, so I figured maybe Mrs. Schuler won’t remember what her favorite student read. When my name had been called Tina dashed to Mrs. Schuler’s side and started frantically whispering to her. I had thought my best friend was turning herself in, but man was I wrong. Mrs. Schuler quickly shot a glare over my way and called me out to the hallway. As I slowly rose from my seat and walked sluggishly to the hallway I heard 20 thirteen year olds saying, oooh.
Immediately Mrs. Schuler was reciting the school’s rules on cheating. Do you think I listened? No way! All I could think about was why Tina, my best friend, lied to Mrs. Schuler about our homework assignment. What was I supposed to do? Mrs. Schuler kept on ranting at me. Thoughts and ideas were swimming through my head what to say. A huge voice inside kept on screaming, “Hey this is not right, speak up Lois.” But I never did, I didn’t want to get Tina into trouble or even worst, lose her as a friend.
After that chat with the teacher, I was stuck with 3 weeks detention, an all-new assignment, and a year’s worth of being picked on and being questioned why I was sent out to the hallway. After that I day I stopped talking to Tina and I lost a bit of niceness because no one likes be taken advantage of.
To this day I still linger back on that day and ask myself why I didn’t speak up even though I knew I was in the right. Its funny when you think you are doing the right thing, it’s not years later when you realize it was the wrong thing to do after all.